Written By: Chaim (Posted 10/2008)
I am the roommate that you never guessed had these feelings.
I am the person that sat next to you during class.
I am the person that played soccer with you during our breaks.
I am the person who encouraged you to pursue your goals, while silently forgetting my own.
I am the friend that told you that I am with you till the end.
I am the scared individual that you would never suspect.
I am the shy guy that kept his opinion reserved.
I am the guy that never ran after the girls like you did.
I am the guy that laughed at your jokes about women and sex.
I am the guy that pretended to check out that “hot chick” as she passed by with grace.
I was that classmate in fourth grade that laughed and put on a smile and pretended that everything is OK.
What you didn’t know about me:
I am a man that deals with Same Sex Attraction, on a daily basis.
I am a man that feels inferior to you in every way.
I am a man that does not trust the friendship you offer.
I was that little boy who smiled while on the side someone was violating me behind closed doors.
I was that guy in school who didn’t feel like I fit in or that I was one of the guys.
I am. I am. I am. I am.
I am a man seeking change, a healthy lifestyle, and pure happiness just like you.
Please help me!